I know there are people out there that are worse than me but I cant help but feel real depressed. I wake in pain everyday and never get a good nights sleep. I am on ultram and recently percocet for the neck problem. Does anyone know of a drug that would help me wake up pain free and live a normal life???? I am always in discomfort and it effects my attitude to my wife and kids and anyone in my path.. Im not real mean but I do and can snap and say stuff I dont mean.. My family went through so much when I had the laminectomy then the 360 fusion, I dont know if I or my family can go through something like that again... Oh and for those of you thinking about a fusion I am glad I did it I mean I still have pain but its different but the recovery was something I never want to experiance again, the pain after surgery was like nothing I have ever felt and thje doctor made it sound alot mellower than it truly was I guess he didnt want to scare me... Well how do I deal with this???????????????? Please help...