I have been smoking marijuana atleast 3 joints a day ever since I began smoking in 1998. I have only managed to quit it for a period of 6 months under the pretense of a new beginning in canada.

I'm 27 years old now, I have reduced my progress in career and family etc by 50% in the last 7 years. Well, in the beginning it was great to smoke a joint and get high nd chill out. The problem for me is that the more stressed out I feel the more weed I smoke. Even if I have to borrow the money against my wishes from someone I love. I feel like the i'm hooked on crack or cocaine. Exactly, it was weed and as everyone says it not harmless. In my case it was for fun and moments of boredom but very quickly its the only thing you think of when your bored or not feeling so great I am so pissed with my self I could go to war in iraq if someone gave me the chance.I am gettin cheap with my friends cause I sometimes by weed on credit and guys that I usually wouldnt even talk are thinking bad of me cause I smoke so much weed all the time.I aint so bad, I am a tough and talented guy who feels like a slave to this freaking plant.I need to getaway from here....Any ideas