I'm So Tired of Being Here!

Hey there,
i dont know ur story but im replying 2 u because u dont sound too good at all. U are being very hard of yourself & it sounds like u really need professional help 2 get u through this.Do not be ashamed of whats happening to you-you are not weak,you just need help.

My mom had anorexia and at one point,she too lost all hope and then she was told by doctors that she'd never have children because of her disorder and she realised that if she let that happen,it'd be controlling her life.The thing is,it sometimes takes a big shock like that 2 make u realise what it can do to you.Eating disorders become a way of life for sufferers and eventually,i hope with lots of help,u can break this cycle.Please do not give up on life because you never know whats around the corner,
wishing u the luck of the irish,
if u want someone to talk to,do not hesistate to talk to me-my names liz,im 18 and half irish & my email is liz_198 5uk@yahoo.Com or liz_1 985uk@hotmail.Com

Hey hun.. Listen to me.. It can get better. . It can.. . The only thing is, u have to work on recovering, not just trying to stop purging and bingeing.. U cant restrict either. It just leaves u in the cycle. U need to try to recover all together. Eating normally. . Like 1,500 cals at least. It is possible. I have been recovering for 3 months now! I know u can do it. Maybe try making out a meal plan to follow with healthy cals. Once u eat enough on a regular basis, u wont need to b/p as much..R u will to try to recover???

Hey there, this is bella, I am sooo sorry to hear of how your feeling but like everyone else has said you really do need to get help. I can understand that your mum may be the last person you wood want to tell. Is there ne close friend of yours that you can tell, or even a complete stranger as sometimes talking to someone u dont know is the easiest way to tell them the whole truth without lying and feeling ashamed as you have nothing to be shamed of.

I am myself one to talk, I can give the advice but can never take my own. I have polycystic ovary syndrome, and I dont seem to have ne periods unless I am on the pill. I have never had regular periods neway and didnt even begin my periods until I was just turning 18 and because I have messed with my eating habbits I am sure is part of the reason why I dont have preiods. I came off the pill again in october as I was putting more weight on and I haven't had a period since but no one knows. I am scared to death that later on in life I wont be able to have children but I know if I go to the docs they will just tell me to go bk on the pill but I cant do that. Its difficult with eating as it is, without having the pill making it worse. Unlike most of you guys, u r all probably really slim but just dont realise it sometimes but I am not, I a definantly over weight and I cant cope with it. I dont ever over eat loads and I can go with eating easily sometimes but I just cant lose the darn weight. Ne advice. If so pleaz feel free to email me, ne 1 @ t racicaulfield@hotmail.Com. Xox thanx 4 reading

Lostoyou,

you need to talk to people (friends & family) inorder to get their help & understanding (it will take them time, they may feel guilty for not realizing & so on so give them some time & be honest) you need this if you are to recover & you can!!!!

You need to forgive yourself for being human, humans have problems & we all have trouble dealing with our problems, so you have aproblem & you (like the rest of us - regardless of what our problem is) are having trouble dealing with it. God made humans with a need for companionship so that we could help each other, we're not meant to solve & deal with our problems alone.

There are also support groups.

You need to eat, but you need to keep it down, so first figure out what you're prepared to eat & start there, take baby steps to eating properly, don't expect yourself to just be able to jump in & eat full meals, allow yourself time to heal & to get used to eating slowly. Try & make what you do eat though healthy - fruit, vegetables, chicken, fish etc.

Ok, so life is terrible - what are you going to do to make it better??????
Try going for a 30 minute (gentle) walk of a morning, do some meditation, relaxation or yoga, listen to music, go out with friends, find a new hobby or get involved again in an old hobby & make friends or renew them. In other words put some fun stuff & some relaxing stuff in your life.