All theses things started last summer when I turned 13. It started in august with panic attacks. Well not really panic atacks but a really dreading feeling like I was going to die. I would shake and feel sick. Then I started getting really paranoid and feeling like I was being chased I would also feel like people were watching me. I noticed that sometimes I would talk to myself like there was someone else there and then I would hear someone answer me. For a little while it went away then it came back but worse. Now I constantly hear footsteps behind me and I feel people touch me. Also sometimes ill hear voices out of nowhere talking to eachother or to me. They are really rude. They swear and sometimes they say rude things to me. Ive kind of learned to drownd them out. Ive also gotten scared of things that I used to like such as the dark. Silence is my worst fear because when its quiet I hear the talking and I see people and sometimes animals. The other day I saw a snake go into my bathroom. My mother doesnt believe me she says that im making it up. She thinks that I want atention.I also think that my math teacher is out to get me. Finally ive been going off on people for the littlest things and feeling very out if control. People have told me that ive said things that I dont remember saying( like my mother told me that I told her that I hate her, but I dont rememer saying that at all). My grades in school have been going down too because I cant remember assignments. An also I feel like everytime im in a crow all people are doing is staring at me. And also people tell me that I stare into space all the time but I dont remember ever doing that. I also feel like im being monitered or like watched on a camera. The slightest noises scare me enough to make me scream too. Yesterday I was in a store and somebody opened the door and the bell jingled and I jumped and screamed really loud. The man gave me a really long apology about how he didnt mean to scare me. I cant organize my thoughts either my mind just jumps from subject to subject and I cant think straight. I also have lost 2 friends this week and they say that im really rude but I cant remember it. And my coordination is awful. I almost broke my nose running into a door today. I didnt even see the door. I run into walls alot too. This is the last thing and its probably the strangest... I honestly think that im a reincarnation of someone famous but I dont tell people that I just think it. I guess that I sound delusional. I dont know.



Sorry it was so long...I really need to know whats going on I went to a psychiatrist and they gave me a bunch of tests but I want some other opinions. Thanks for taking the time for reading this. My dad thinks its because I read medical books but I didnt start getting into psychiatry until this started. Please relpy. I really need help

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