Is my last day of work.
But more sweet.
i hope it won't be too unbearable.
Especially since .I've been having
the pelvic pains & my back has been
cramping & hurting soooo bad lately.
Just gotta push through it & then I am doooone!
I am finally freeeee.
I can have the last few weeks
to just relax & get totally ready for .Gabe.
I can't believe that .I'm already almost 34wks.
Btw, I should have pictures later tonight.
My sister took her camera to school.
.Chris & I got into a huge discussion last night.
I ended up pouring my heart out & saying
things that I didn't even know I was really
feeling. I guess I had been pushing them back.
But it ended with me telling him that something
has to change or I can't be in this relationship.
He said that we don't have a choice because
we have .Gabe now. & I told him that .Gabe
comes first, & that I will do whatever it takes
to be happy so I can be the best mom for .Gabe
that I can be. I want to be with him more than
anything. For the rest of my life. But I can't
do it if .I'm just super depressed & sad all the time.
So, if he doesn't change & start treating me better..
But I know that we're gonna work really hard,
&that things are gonna be just fine.
It'll just take some work.
Ohh stressful stressful.
You are going to be a wonderful mother!!! Despite your love for him you are putting it aside and thinking of your son and he isn't even here yet. That is something that a loving responsible parent would do.
The depression and sadness just gets worse doesn't it? Sux I was watching animal cops the other night and sobbed like I had just lost every member of my family.
you are going to be a wonderful mother!!! Despite your love for him you are putting it aside and thinking of your son and he isn't even here yet. That is something that a loving responsible parent would do.
.Thank you. That really makes me feel super good.
the depression and sadness just gets worse doesn't it? Sux I was watching animal cops the other night and sobbed like I had just lost every member of my family.
.L.O.L!!! That's the story of my life, right there! That's what I do eeevery night. I watch animal cops & cry my eyes out. It's so sad.
We love you, .Krissy. You'll do what's best for yourself and your son, and you're going to be an amazing mother. I hope .Chris comes around and does the right thing, for everyone's sake. We're here for you, love.
Babe, you're already a great mommy because you are thinking of whats best for you and my nephew.
Things between you and .Chris are rocky now.. Things between .Rob and I were the same way when I was pregnant with .Jacob.. Its mainly because you are both scared deep down because you dont 100% know what you are facing.. You can only prepare yourself so much for something like bringing life into this world... Something that will depend on you for everything under the sun.
Things will get better.. I promise. You guys just have to find your niche, and work together because its not easy.. Trust me. But I know the two of you can overcome anything after all that you've been thru.
I love you girl... Dont get down on yourself. Your both going to do fantasmic. I promise.
Krissy,i know everyone has daid it already but your effin great girl! You will be an awesome mom and as a matter of fact, you already are.The depression comes along with the pregnancy and you both are feeling so many different things right now,its screwing with you.I'm so happy you talked to him,it was well needed and I know it made you feel better.Things will get better for you hun! I love you!!!! <333
Yes, & I am impatiently waiting my sister's arrival so I can take some dangit! I left for work before she was home from school & now that .I'm home from work, she's at work! She should be home super soon, though.