Alwayslate,
please don't do this to yourself, it's not worth it....I've just recently quit denying it and admitted that I suffer from ana....I was in denial for 2 years but can't do it anymore...My body is so depleted of the nutrients and vitamins that I need to live and thrive..Right now i'm 5'4 103lbs, that's not healthy! You should really go talk to someone who knows how you feel and can help you go about this the right way...I also just found out a couple weeks ago that i'm pregnant, and am scared to death as to what this disease will do to my baby. Starving yourself isn't the way to lose the weight, do it by exercising, walk around your local mall or shopping area...Eat fruits and veggies...It's not how much you put in your mouth, it's what you're putting in your mouth that matters...I wish I would have seen the consequences to being victim to this monster before I started...I cant stop and now need professional help....I just went to a specialist yesterday and she told me all about ana....Did you know that you can fall victim to sudden death? Just up and die because of not eating? Well you can....Is that what you want? Please, take it from someone who is there right now, not eating isn't the way to do this, you're just opening up a whole new ball game of problems, some of which will never go away. Not only do you suffer, but the people who love you suffer also.
Vanessa