Is There Something Wrong With Me?

I'm 16, i've never had a girl friend or kissed one. I ussally don't do much I stay home alot, it's comfortable here and predictable. I have little interaction with girls. I try to keep it too a min. With interactioning witht em in real life, but I can chat up a strom with one on the internet. Anonymousity is my ally.

I go to an all boys school and have no problem interacting wtih people. But I think the reason why girls don't bother with me (so I think) is i'm not part of the in crowd or I look good enough.

I do think this might of effected me, has made me outerward view of the world this welcoming. I can be a really nice person, but I can become direly angry or enraged sometmes. I feel that with the rate i'm going, i'll live a very uneventful and lonely life. (not that i'm upset with it, just furstrated that I don't try sometimes)

you see I tell people all the time, about "i've never kissed a girl" they go awh you poor thing, and sympathize with me. No motavation whatsoever, so i've convienced myself that no one cares about the problem, so I don't bother with it anymore, though I might like too i'm too deep in the thought it doesn't matter at all. I've taken an apathic and semi-anti-social veiw of the world in some cases.

But i'll see if anyone has anything to say.