do you realize that death happens in a *instant*? I mean, who would think that a perfectly "heathy" person could just drop? Like that.
|i have an enormous fear of death. Like huge to the point where I think I have problems sometimes.
There's nights I lie awake thinking about it for hours and it sucks!!! I need help!
i know what you mean. Sometimes I can be doing anything, just normal things, and it will suddenly hit me: "i'm going to die one day. I'm actually going to feel myself dying and know I am dying and then i'm going to be gone and gone forever." god, I wish I was religious