Hi All, joining in with my $.02 here...New to pregnancy, I am 4.5 weeks, have been through the gamut of elation, freakout, despondency, thrill, panic, defeat...etc. I have recently heard of 2 friends recently preggo who had miscarriages (one younger and one older than i). It freaked me out bc yesterday I didn't "feel pregnant" and i had a horrible dream of someone taking the baby from my body....I am sure it is Fear, and I need to trust that I am pregnant "for today" and I can just take the best care of myself and stay connected to my Higher Power and my medical practitioners etc. I agree, the internet can be very confusing!! but it helps me to know other women have experienced this "pregnant feeling" and then sudden lack of pregnant feeling, which is how I've felt. My boobs are still huge but my appetite has gone down a lot and I am not feeling the little crampiness I'd been experiencing so much the past 2 wks. I can say I have 'cottonmouth' and no discharge or heavy cramps or bleeding so I just have to have faith. Thanks for reading, it's very therapeutic to write about this.