The doctor gave me a pill a week ago for my yeast infection. It was one pill and was supposed to clear it up. Do you think that killed my baby? I will always wonder that. It was my obstetrician who prescribed it. Also, the heartbeat was very very faint and he didn't seem worried. I am a small person, there are not a lot of places the baby can hide.
I did think I was out of the woods. I still have some hope that the ultrasound missed twins and I will found out I am still carrying one. Typical grief response. I don't feel like it was me. I feel like this is a dream - a bad one. At least others can relate.