I'm 25 yrs. Old and my brother is 36 years old. My brother has been on crack since I can remember. I've always been there for my brother no matter what. I had a kid at age 17 and needed my brother, but he was no where to be found. I have recently had another baby and had to deal with a dramatic experience. He actually was clean and sober (doesn't happen often) and was there for the delivery of my second child. He remained clean and sober for the next month and helping me out, but as usual he went back to the streets. I'm tired of it and with all the dramatic issues arising in my life and the stresses with everyday issues of survival and decided I can't do it anymore and turned my back on him letting him know that I love him but he's on his own now and if he really wanted to become clean and sober he was going to have to do it by himself and when he got there and has been there he can come back into my kids and I lives. Our mother recently moved to alabama because she couldn't bare to keep going through it with him. I love my brother dearly, but I am feeling guilty and thinking that turning my back on him is a mistake. Treatment after treatment, going to jail time and time again, lost his kids, lost opportunities for full scholarships, twice and he's so intelligent. Did I make the right decision on turning my back, please help and don't know what I will do if I loose my brother and he looses the battle with crack