I'm new to this site. Google helped me find ya'll. (yeah i'm a lil country.)
i am in a new relationship with an older guy. (34 vs. 23) we met because we work at the same restuarant. He was so tall and I dunno there is something about him. At first it was fairly innocent I simply had a crush. You see his girlfriend(now ex) also works there. Turns out she got pregnant. We said we would stop after all she's pregnant. I respected that because I figured he could make it work. Well we didn't stop flirting, we even made out in his car one nite after work. I knew it was wrong what was worse is I was also in a relationship at the time (another story to never be told). Eventually I invited him over to my house and bam boom one thing lead to another ect. His then girlfriend kicked him out, not because of our affair; some other crap. We've been together about 3 weeks now. Of course full speed ahead. He told me he was bipolar but I didn't really understand until now.

So I worry that this isn't real.

He's going home soon, far away from here.
He wants me to eventually follow him up there....I want to badly.
But is this all going to fall apart? Is it possible to truly make it work?
Am I just being naive?

Maybe I can handle a relationship with my sunny/blue.

I'm an emotional person at times. I need alot of love. I feel like I love him but of course I can't, not already?

I really don't have anyone to talk to. I'm not comfortable enough to talk to him about it. If I talk to anyone else they all say "run!"

is it possible to actually be the "angel" that he claims I am.

After reading so much I worry he's just manic in love.....That he'll leave me just like the rest of his women.

By the way this pregnancy will make his 3rd daughter.

I don't want to become just another baby mama on his payment list.

But what if it is real?!?! What if this is my true love?

At least I can now talk to some people.

~tokerjain~