My fiance and I were only a few months away from our wedding when I discovered that he was keeping a horrible secrete. We had been together for 8 years and we have a child. I found out that he had been visiting gay websites, sending his pictures to guys over the internet, and chatting sexually with men. He first denied everything but later admitted that it was true and that he had been looking at gay porn for over 8 years, however, he was not interested in men at all. Confused, and sad, I tried to get us help through counseling. After the first counseling session, he said that he would never look at gay porn again, however, I found out that he did, and that he was chatting with men sexually so I decided to call off the wedding and end the relationship. He now acts like nothing ever happend and won't even bring up the topic which is really hurtful. I am still dealing with this reality, but not sure how to move on from hear. I love him so much but all of the trust is gone, and he deceived me. Being gay is his business, but why did he waste 8 years of my life, and give me a child. And why won't he even say sorry for what he has done. He is even trying to make me feel guilty for ending the relationship. Any advise?