Help- Can Std Spontaneously Cure Itself? Posted: 01-15-07 18:22pm
Here is my story, no short way to explain
myself. Had an abortion at 17, too scared
to tell parents, also afraid I might have
disease, I was cheating on boyfriend, I
know very stupid and selfish, and I am so
ashamed of all the awful choices I have
made, regret it for life. Immediately
after abortion, (same day) I experienced
intense abdominal pains, felto like
fainting, felt feverish, intense cramping,
adn literally felt my stomach exploding, I
could feel popping sounds happening ( all
this while in a dept. Store with
boyfriend. Well, second stupid decision
was we regretted abortion so much we tried
to immediately get pregnant, tried for one
year, nothing.
Also right during the pregnance I forgot
to mention, I thought I had std because of
symptoms, pain while urinating, during
intercourse, etc.
I was too scared and embarrased to get std
tests so I didn't.
Well that boyfriend and I eventually broke
up.
Next boyfriend I had for 8 years from 18
to 26. Never used protections, but also
never tried getting pregnant, but still I
would think we would have accidentally
gotten preg. In 8 years of unprotected
sex.
We then broke up, several one night stands
and one 6 month relationship with someone
who used to ejaculate inside, no
pregnancy.
I am now 30 married, completely changed
person, would love to get pregnant one
day, we are not trying yet, but I am
constantly worried that I am sterile.
Does anyone
a) have any idea what I might have been
experiencing after the abortion, when my
stomach was exploding, and intense pain.
B) could I have had gonohrea or some other
sterile causing std, had it for like 10
years, finally get tested and have it not
show up in tests because it went away
after so long.?
I hope this wasn't too long or confusing.
I know I have to go to doctor for all
this, my husband is not ready for children
right now, till we buy our home by the end
of this year, so we haven't started
trying.
