Yep.
Im getting help. Im tired of battling
this and my depression is worsening
everyday. Im getting the point to where I
cant function.
My friend is making me get help. I thank
god for him, really.
At first I was upset.. But now im ready
for it.
I think im going to a psychatrist.
I just know I want to stop feeling so
depressed. I hate myself. I want to win
this battle. :[
but recovery is failure. Whyyyyy.
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v00d00cita
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Re: Recovery. Posted: 01-15-07 10:26am
kayla343
wrote:
i think im going to a
psychatrist.
I just know I want to stop feeling so
depressed. I hate myself. I want to
win this battle. :[
but recovery is failure.
Whyyyyy.
nice going... You really have to believe
in all the good things that can make you
heal yourself and follow them to pursue
good goals in the path of recovery.
I really think you can... You have to let
those thoughts of starving, fasting,
weight, calories, fat, etc. Behind, in
order to make it happen...
Have faith, it wont be easy... i'm
with you
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Thegymbum
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 12 Jan 2007 Posts: 4
Posted: 01-15-07 13:16pm
Hi, kayla. I'm so proud of you and glad
to hear that you're taking the step toward
recovery by getting help. It can make an
amazing difference vs. Going at it on
your own! I'm sorry you feel that
recovery has been a failure so far- but
keep in mind that it's a long process, and
at times it may feel like you're not
getting anywhere, but in the long run,
recovery is definitely possible, and I bet
that you will be able to get to that point
before you know it. Hang in there, dear!
i'm
with you