Wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I
had my mum and robbie with me and had a
few tears but I tried to be strong and be
there for layla and logan.
Neil didn't contact me all day (not that I
expected him to) I wondered if he even
remembered what yesterday was....
I've decided to take every day at a time
and concentrate on being the best mum I
can to the kids.