Oh man that makes me nervous. Aaron and I
don't use protection either. Well, we
rarely have sex to be honest, because my
hormones are still jacked up and I haven't
regained my sex drive yet. And he doesn't
grr in me either (lol I say grr instead of
cum, because cum is so vulgar). But I
haven't had a period since .October 2005,
so even if I were preggy right now, I
would have no clue. I didn't have morning
sickness with .Aly except for a few random
times - I didn't "feel" pregnant until my
second trimester. So for all I know, I
could be too.
That's one thing I don't like about
breastfeeding. I don't miss my period at
all, but not having it makes me worried.
I have no idea if .I'm ovulating or if I
have in the past. And money is so tight
right now - I can't justify going down to
the store and picking up a preggy test. I
might swing by a few .Dollar stores and
see if they have any. I'm not going back
to the clinic to have it tested for free,
though - I don't want to hear a lecture
about how I should have protected myself.

.I'm
such a brat.
I don't want to be pregnant again so soon,
but it wouldn't be the end of the world,
you know? *sigh* ugh, .I'm just being
paranoid.