Just don't think about it. Really. Don't think about it. It's hard to do it sometimes, but you can do it. It's what I'm doing right now and after a few time I started feeling better and better. =)
*Hug* Finally, I bought a Sketch pad and some pencils \o/ Yay!!

well im home now, today my dad hugged me which felt so weird...i just looked at a photo album with my older sister, but when she left with her boyfriend i looked at them and saw how much i changed, it made me sick of myself and really disgusted i couldnt stand looking at me i guess its like when i look at myself and see all this fat(thats not really there) i see it all the time and really gets to me, one day im just gonna break all my mirrors and then ill be happy

I'm just it must have been weird for you, but certaintly it was good, right?
Don't look at the mirrors if they'll make you feel bad.
I'm feeling kinda poor because I'm 54kgs now, but I'm trying not to think about it.

hmm my head just really hurts and feel really tired, and im tired of losing my vision

I hope Voodoocita and Catt101 don't take offence but wouldn't you find it easier to use MSN or Yahoo messenger or such like to chat/connect to each other?

hehe that would prob be easier huh

God.. I just feel so bad Have eaten like a pig since I woke up And have this huge urge for throwing up again.

Wow, I'm trying to get to 116. I'm currently 145.

Hi, everyone!
How are you all?
I've been so awya from here, sorry everyone! I'm finally not sick and I found out what happened to me... As odd as it might seem, I had hepatitis B! =o Now I'm immune to it! *w00t*
I'm feeling physically and mentally better, thankfully! And I'm so full of work! May I ask you please to check my dA gallery and my Flickr gallery and comment my works? Some of them are really important to be seen and "tested" by other people, because they are part of contests (the posters @ Flickr, for example) or part of my final course project assignments. See this as something you'll do to help someone: me. =)

LD523, welcome here. You're new to this forum, right? Wanna tell us why you're feeling bad about yourself?

Cat, how are you doing, hun'? It's been a few days. I hope you feel better! One thing you can do to keep your mind away from your eating is taking photos of your cats xD I love to see those photos on you display pics


Cheers, everyone! :* I'll be back here later, ok? :*