Ever since my dog passed 1 month ago today (almost tomorrow) I have changed in a bad way...Slacking off with everything and no intrest in anything I do at all and all I think about is wanting to see her and thinking of when I die whenever that will be that I will see her again but anything else I dont wanna do or have intrest in. Hell today I was supposed to call a buddy at work at 11am and go out with him to get a controller for his nintendo wii he just got but instead I went back to sleep and woke up and decided I did not wanna go out so I stayed home and ive still yet to call him and it is 11pm now. I have also been extremly forgetfull, now im forgetfull at times but never in my life this forgetfull and put off going on msn to talk to some guys at work or get them things or go on my xbox 360 and play my boss some hockey. I am sure if this keeps up I will be thrown on the streets because I do no work at home anymore and ive been more attatched to afterlife and an afterlife chatroom then anytime ive been attatched to anything in my life. If you have searched my posts before you will see I have had it exremly bad and my dog was the best soul I have ever met in my life. Maybe this is normal I dunno but this has been happening since her death now.