Whats Wrong With Meh!? Ene Reply Would Beh Good... Posted: 01-05-07 03:10am
Heyhey... Im really confused... I duno
what it is... I have alot of things goin
on in my life at the moment... I think I
may beh suffering from depression... Im
not diognosing myself or anythink buh its
juss in the past 2 years I have ben
getting worse...I used to beh an a++
student and now I am getting ds and es...
I have lost all motivation to do
anything... I dont even want to get up in
the morning, I would just rather crawll
into a dark corner and slowly wrott away
without anyone noticing... I hate feeling
like this buh thre is nothin I can do...
I usedto be soo happy and after I had my
accident and put weight on I havnt been
the same since... I cant sleep, I am
never ungry, I cry heeps, mostly at night
tho whenno 1 noes I am... Its wierd
thouh.. 1 minue I have been havin a great
time with my mates or my boifrend, and the
next I feel like crap... Its real sudden
and always gets me down.. I used to cut
my wrists, legs and arms but since me and
mi bf have been goin out, I havnt coz I
ddnt want him 2 think I was a freak...
Buh the thing is that he has gone away for
6 weeks to s.A to see his famioly and now
he has gone I want to cut again... I have
lost motivation and just dont wana do it
anymore... I also usedd to pop pain
killers at school in the toilets everyday
so no one new except I told 1 of mi mates
buh I juss told her... I hate being like
this... Pleez help... I would really
appreciate sum feedback coz I duno what to
dooh... Thanx xx
