I've decided that i'm gonna wait it out a
few days to see if I start bleeding. If I
don't, i'm going to call my ob to make a
d&c appointment.
It's just too painful knowing that I still
have my baby inside me but he's not alive
my boyfriend is devasted and wants to try
for another. I know it's a bad idea and
i'm trying to get that through to him,
even though, after losing the baby I want
one myself. I do realize that's probably
not the best decision. I'm just in a bad
emotional state right now. I'll be
starting birth control once my cycle gets
back on track again, i'm not sure how long
that will take (i have to get myself into
a routine with the pills, as that was my
first mistake in the frist place,
hopefully I can now because I took my
vitamins everday at the same time

, i'm sure I can do
that with bc pills now)
maybe, i'll stop by here again when i'm
actually ttc in a year or so.
I wish everyone happy and healthy
pregnancies
your babies are all beautiful.