Words can't offer much sympathy right now I understand that. On monday it will be my daughters due date and im dreading it. I know I am going to be a wreck thinking of her. Some days are better than others. Sometimes I will have days where I am really happy and think of her in a happy way but I also have days where I miss her so bad and cry my eyes out.
Time does heal. I have had alot of stuff happen to me last year and I am now trying to concentrate on making this year the best it can be. I will soon be recieving my divorce papers and am taking this as a sign to move on and start things afresh.
I know it's hard but you need to just try and tell yourself that your baby in a better place. For whatever reason, this pregnancy wasn't meant to be but in the future there is nothing stopping you trying again.
All the best with your healing. Just take every day as it comes