Had Assessment-dont Know If I Have Problem Or Not??

Hi,

i saw my gp month or so ago and told him I was worried I was bulimic. I didnt think it was a problem as wasnt purging often (four or five times week maybe) but he convinced me I should still get it sorted and I agreed for him to refer me.

After seeing gp I thought it was a problem, as I know I am also restricting a lot, and have lost about a stone and a half in about two months, and I was normal weight before so people keep asking me why ive lost weight etc. But I got impatient waiting for appointment to come through and after talking on this forum decided I would go and see a counsellor at uni in the mean time cos appointments are almost instant.

I had an assessment appointment today...I now feel very stupid for going and also very confused and upset. She basically told me in her opinion I shouldnt go for any counselling.

She said I seemed nervous and didnt feel comfortable talking about it so I wouldnt achieve much if I went (i thought it would be normal to feel uncomfortable talking about it??). This was the main reason.
She also said that it wasnt really much of a problem anyway, cos it only happens four/five times a week (even tho I had told her I am also restricting/exercising lots).
I explained that many years ago I also used to be bulimic, much worse than now, but with no restricting, and that after a couple of years I managed to stop it by myself. Since then I only b/p very infrequently until about may/june time this year. Which coincides with stresses I am having at uni. To this she said that if its only really been a problem recently since may/june time, that is very short time and shouldnt really worry about it yet. Also that I should wait until I have finished my uni course as it might just be the stress, but I dont finish completely till next september?
She made me feel so stupid for going. I tried to answer her questions, but some I honestly didnt know the answer to, like reasons why I do it, but then she just seemed annoyed at me, and was like surely you know that?


Anyway, she said she would make an appointment for me if I wanted, but that it would be best if I thought about it first cos she didnt think it was a good idea but it is up to me and I can if I want.

Now I really dont know what to do. I was convinced I wanted to stop until today. Now I dont even think I have a problem at all??? I am just soooo confused and dont know what to do???????

Sorry for writing so much, please tell me what you think.
Thanks a lot xx