Hey i've been there too! I've thought about all sorts of ways that I could kill myself, but then I start to think about my kids and my husband and I start thinking what in the hell is wrong with me!! If you did kill yourself think about all the people that do love you, like your best friend told you she really loves you, what if she was to kill herself, how would you feel?? You would miss her like crazy, and even though your parents stress you out(who's parents don't get on their child's nerves?? :d ), your parents would deeply miss you too and wonder why you did what you did!! I don't know if you go to church or not, but for me praying really helped me out!! I pray that you'll really think about this and know that people do love you and that you would be missed if you were to make that dissicion about taking your own life!!! Best wishes to u!!