No one seems to care about me. Im really depressed. This happens to me every no and then but after a few hours of listening to some music (by eminem and d12 and gunit) I calm down. But its been almost 5 days now and it just seems to get worse then better. The other night my went to my dad's aunt's house. She was doing a small family get together. Which is like an annual thing. Now it comes time for dinner (this is an annual thing) so I go to sit in my usual chair but its taken up by this stranger (a friend of my father's couisn [my fathers aunts son]) is sitting in my seat. So the whole table is taken up and everyone has forgotten about me. Like even my older cousin's had forgotten about me. Everyone had some one to talk to. My sister had my cousin, my brother had my little cousin, my parents had people to talk to my older cousins were talking to that guy. Its like I was replaced. At the end I just went to the living room/tv room and sat down in front of the coffee table to eat my dinner. It was like I wasn't there or I was the stranger. No-one was like sociallizing with me they were all busy with other people. At the end my aunt saw me sitting alone and left the dinning room table to come and sit with me so I don't have to eat all alone and look like a loner. But the worst part was that every one sitting in the kitchen table (which is where I usually sit) like I said had forgotten about me no-one bothered to ask "where is john" even when I asked for a drink (a pepesi) no one would even respond it was like I was a ghost.
Last week I failed my drivers road test so that was a killer it like killed me. And also my marks arn't that great this year. Courses like history which I should be getting a min of 75-80 im barley getting a 60. So like my life is really messed up. My parents seem to care more about my siblings than me. If anyone can help that would be great.