Untill about 2 months ago I had been masterbating 1-2 times a day. Over this time my eyes were starting to become blurry and for the last year they have been really bloodshot. Also, my number 2 started having a greenish tent to it twards the last 6 months.

(about a year ago my eyes were hurting the day after I would masterbate, always a pain at the same time of day, and only on the days after I would masterbate. Then one day they just stopped hurting, out of the blue.)

about 1-1.5 months ago I masterbated 4 times on one day. The next time I went to the restroom (number 2) there was blood (a lot.) over the next 5 days I was bleeding everytime I used the restroom (number 2.) during this time my intestents (forgive spelling) and stomach I guess were constantly making a funny feeling. It wasnt so much pain as it was annoying. On the 6th day (i think it was the 6th) the bleeding stopped . (i had stopped masterbating during this time).

Masterbating had become an addiction to me, and I did it again. The bleeding started back (not as much, just a little.) and I also noticed that my eyes were hurting more, and my vision has gotten a little worse. The bleeding stopped about a month ago, and has not bleed since.

I have no apatite (forgive spelling agian, [the word for hunger]). I have reduced my masterbation to about once a week, which is about as long as I can go. I also have a little bit of a hard time using number 1. It takes a wile to come out, and every time I pee my heart starts thumping. My heart sometimes hurts a little (not really much pain, but its enough to bother me.) I also have to sleep with several pillows behind my head. If I lay down flat my heart and stomach start hurting a lot. I also wake up sometimes with my right hand pooled with blood. (the opposite of your hand being asleep, where there is too much blood.) and I have to hold my hand in the air to get the blood out. It is fine during the day though.



I have copied this from another forum I posted it on, which recieved no helpful replies about what is going on.


As of today my vision is not getting worse, and my eyes dont hurt anymore.

But there is something new, there are green dots in my number 2, and it has a bad smell. I also have a lot of gas during the day.


I would also like to say that I think I have broken my "addiction" to masterbating, and wont be doing it again for awile.