Isn't This Sad:(

Hey I got this from another site, isn't it sad.

Dear mommy,

i am in heaven now, sitting on god's lap. He loves me and cries with me;
for my heart has been broken I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't
quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began
realizing my existence. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw i
had fingers and toes. I was pretty far long in my developing, yet not
near
ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or
sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between
you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes
you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard daddy yelling back. I was
sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you >cried so
much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I
couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most
terrible thing happened. ; a very mean monster came into that warm,
comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you
never once tried to help me. May be you never heard me. The monster got
closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "mommy, mommy, help
me please; mommy help me." complete terror is all I felt. I screamed
and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the monster
started ripping my arm off. It hurt so badly; the pain I can never
explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in
horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, i
was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how you
much love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many
plans to make you happy. I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered.
Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my
heartbreaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your
daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only
imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell
you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you
could understand. And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; i
was dead. I felt myself rising, to a beautiful place. I was still
crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me to god and set
me on his lap. He said he loved me, and he was my father. Then I was
happy. I asked him what the thing was that killed me. He answered,
abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels. "i don't know
what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster." i'm writing
to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your
little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the
will, but I couldn't, the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arm and
legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. Also,
mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and
i would hate for you to go through the kind
of pain I did. Please be careful.

Love,

your baby girl