i am in heaven now, sitting on god's lap. He loves me and cries with me;
for my heart has been broken I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't
quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began
realizing my existence. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw i
had fingers and toes. I was pretty far long in my developing, yet not
ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or
sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between
you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes
you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard daddy yelling back. I was
sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you >cried so
much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I
couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most
terrible thing happened. ; a very mean monster came into that warm,
comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you
never once tried to help me. May be you never heard me. The monster got
closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "mommy, mommy, help
me please; mommy help me." complete terror is all I felt. I screamed
and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the monster
started ripping my arm off. It hurt so badly; the pain I can never
explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in
horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, i
was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how you
much love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many
plans to make you happy. I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered.
Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my
heartbreaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your
daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only
imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell
you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you
could understand. And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; i
was dead. I felt myself rising, to a beautiful place. I was still
crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me to god and set
me on his lap. He said he loved me, and he was my father. Then I was
happy. I asked him what the thing was that killed me. He answered,
abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels. "i don't know
what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster." i'm writing
to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your
little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the
will, but I couldn't, the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arm and
legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. Also,
mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and
i would hate for you to go through the kind
of pain I did. Please be careful.
Thats a wonderful way to look at abortion. I was actually just going to post something about it. I am so against abortion. I almost don't want to get started because I could go on forever about how bad it is. I am 19 yrs old and I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl in august of last year. She is my world. I had nothing when I got pregnant, now I have everything. Having her has made me a better person. I mean now I have my own home, and my life in order. If it wasn't for my daughter I don't know where I would be at this point in my life. My bfs mother wanted me to have an abortion and I had thought about it, but I was always against it. Now, my bfs mother is the happiest grandmother alive. Most parents are going to be dissapointed if their young daughter gets pregnant, but it always sets in and when they see that precious miracle child they always change their mind. And most girls especially young girls have doubts about whether or not to go through with a pregnancy. They all think it is going to be horrible, and that is sort of what I thought, and boy was I wrong. It is the most wonderful thing in the world. Personally if a woman has to ponder an abortion or has the slightest doubt in her mind...She should definately not do it. I don't think she should at all....But especially if she has doubts. I see these girls writing posts claiming they don't know what to do. To get an abortion or not to. Hello its obvious if you have doubts you shouldn;'t go through with it. Once you kill that child, there is no going back. You could give birth to that child, and then decide if you could handle it or not. If not then give it up for adoption to a loving family who cannot have children.
Omg!! (sniff sniff) i'm in tears omg those r so sad i'm so glad I didnt get an abortion I was really close to getting one but it was when I actually read about what an abortion does did I decide to keep my baby. I'm going to copy these poems and print them out to share with other people. A lot of girls really dont know what is actually being done to the child in order to abort it, and its a shame.
I am sitting here trying to see and type. Those were two of the saddest poems I have ever read. I never did believe in abortion, but I have to admit I never wanted to hear how it worked. To hear those stories it was like those babies that had there precious life sucked away were really talking to me, even though I am not their mother. If I was they would still be here getting to look at their fingers and toes with those big blue eyes. It kinda makes you think that everytime something like that happens those little babies are crying to us all to help them. I wish there was something we could do.
I have an ultrasound pic of my baby looking at its fingers and feeling around with its other hand. So very moving. I could not imagine doing that to my little miracle.