No I don't take any medication at the moment.
Im the kind of person who really hates taking medication. I read all this bad stuff about it and its side effects so I try to avoid it.
About 3 years ago I tried paxil for about a month and got strange side effects so I stopped. My doctor subscribed me lorazepam when I had real bad panic attacks and that worked amazing. There were no side effects at all. It was just a little green pill you put under your tongue and all your symptoms go away within minutes. The problem with that though is its not good for you at all and very addictive so I decided to stop and havn't taken any medication in a couple of years.
Yes I do get very very tired! Some days after work I feel very tired. People ask me to go out afterwards and I simply can't. I feel like I have just ran a marathon. Some days are better than other but generally I feel like I am always tired.
My sleeping patterns arn't the best ethier. If I have something important to do the next day I simply worry thats im not going to fall asleep and I usually get about 4 hours of sleep that night and feel horrible.
I tried sleeping pills. They worked but they are very addictive. I am taking a herb before bed called valerian it seems to work after 2 weeks taking it although I still dont get the best of sleep.
I understand where you are comming from right when I walk out of the mall I feel so refreshed and my symptoms seem to go away. The outdoors I always feel comfortable for some reason I never have any panic symptoms its just in some closed areas. I went to a concert and I was about 12 rows up everyone was standing so I had to if I wanted to see what was going on but I felt like I was going to collapse when I stood up my legs got real shaky. Right when I got out of there I felt perfect!
Its nice to know you have feelings just like me ( well it would be better if you didn't) but you know what im saying. Having someone to talk to could help the healing process and we could do this together and also others on this website could help us.
Take care and
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