Aww hun look after yourself!! Ive been in that state of mind before... You have to concentrate on getting yourself through each day, one at a time... Try and focus your attention on something posative... I know this sounds weird and it was prolly a bit irrational and spontaneous (but thats how I get when im depressed) I went out and got a kitten from the rspca and rescued him from a bad life... It actually helped me alot,
im not telling u to go and buy yourself a kitty or anything but just try and focus on something good in your life and try to distract yourself as much as possible... Make sure you keep things u can harm yourself with away as well...
Take care and know that people care about you...
If u want to talk pm me
mwa