I am 18 years old. I have never in my life had a full erection or even one at 90 degrees. My right testicle is incredibly small whilst my left one is incredibly large. But on the whole I believe my testicle and penis size is small. My penis is between 2.5 and 3 inches when flaccid. But when it is hard/turgid (the hardest it gets) it is about 4.2 inches. But this is not my full erection!!! It is pointing downwards and is floppy!!! It does not even reach the 45 degrees level pointing down. It just points down and stays floppy!!! Also, when I masterbate, I therfore tense my penis and then masterbate and ejaculate. Once I have ejaculated, I instantly lose my sex drive and interest and clear up. I do not orgasm that much, very little and it just dribbles out everytime! Also, when my penis reaches the 4.2 inch level pointing down (i have never in my life not even once had a proper/full erection) I cannot pull my foreskin back, it is tight. But I can pull it back when it is 2.5 - 3 inches long. Also, my penis and foreskin is together by some flesh on my penis. I showed it to the doctor and she said it is quite large. Also, I do not have full facial hair, just side burns and on the chin and above the lips, I have a bit of armpit hair (someone once asked me if I shave them! But I do not, but my physique is ok). I have pubic hair though.
When I started masterbating, I use to cum quite a bit. Now it just dribbles, and I am bored. Is it because I have never had an erection? I have always orgasmed at my 4.5 inch floppy pointing down penis. It grows from 2.5-3 inch flaccid penis to that 4.5 inch stage. But I don't know my real size and don't know how a real full erection feels like as I have NEVER had one!
Also, once I was masterbating with microphone sex on computer with a woman, and my head hurt! I got so dizzy and I felt I was almost going to faint! My legs shook so hard! I couldn't control myself! Can anyone explain this too please?!!!
I have never ever had proper erection, therefore I believe there is physical problem. As I have never ever had an erection in the MORNINGNS or RANDOMLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Never!
I have only had 2 wet dreams in my life!!!
Also, my sugar level and testostorone level came out to be normal. My blood pressure was normal too.
Can you please realistically from any knowledge and experience explain to me what is the problem and how can it be dealt with.
Also, due to my problem this has not led me to potentially have my proper penis growth/size.
I do not smoke and drink and my health is on the top. Please I am desperate.
Due to my problem, I have never ever had any physical contact with women, not even a kiss or a hug!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Next week I am seeing a private specialist and I might be getting a tube stuck into my urethra so the doctor can see it from the inside, my veins etc on the penis. Also, I am getting an ultrasound done on my penis and testicles. Can I have more help please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!