Hello

i am new here and have a few questions I hope someone can help me with...

My husband and I having been trying to get pregnant for 7 years (i'm now 29) I have very mild pcos and my husband is near sterile (exceptionally low count and motility, not even enough for ivf) we have had 4 cycles of icsi and next week we are about to try for our 5th (and final) icsi.

But....

I'm 5 days away from af and I have heavy breasts, keep fainting, feel sick (but am not actually sick) and I just have this 'feeling' that i'm pregnant, i've had feelings like i'm pregnant before (don't we all when we wish for it so damn hard) but this time I feel so sure, anyway I bought a pregnancy test (to put myself out of my misery) i've just done it (20 mins ago) and it came up straight away with a (very very) faint positive pink line in the second box (which according to the box means i'm pregnant!!!) it's an early detector test and as I said i'm still 5 days before my period so that could explain the very faint line? I don't think it's a evaporation line as it is slightly coloured pink.

I will obviously test again in a few days but this is killing me, those few days until my af (or hopefully my lack of af) will seem like years - I think I may go crazy with anquish. I'm too scared to tell my husband in case the test is wrong (it would break his heart in two) I am so confused; half elated/half worried sick. How on earth can I be pregnant when my husband has such a low count? (no I haven't played away from home!!!)

does a (very) faint pink line mean i'm pregnant? I'm sure it does, I don't know whether to laugh or cry? I want a baby more than life itself, my heart aches daily for a child. Having a baby is never far from my mind for more than a few hours. Can miracles really happen? Please can anyone tell me if this is possible? And does anyone know if a faint line is still a positive? So sorry for these questions but as I said - i'm half crazy with confusion.

Thank you so very much for your time.

Emma
xx