...My af is here (since yesterday morning) and I was bummed out when I noticed it was getting heavier and heavier by the hour. I know definitely it's not an implantation bleeding, which is what I thought it was at first when I woke up - it was light. But I had really bad cramps, so I knew that this month wasn't gonna be the one to wake my dh to saying, "good morning daddy!" while holding a positive result in my hand. I was really looking forward to doing that when I get that sign.
2 bad though!
But the best part about "not" being pregnant... Is that we get to keep trying

and that's the best part of it all - right? (next to having that positive resulf of course)...
So from now on - that's it! I'm not even gonna think about any babies! Just relax and not stress ... And ... And ... Well, it's gonna be hard not to have any stress when you work three 12-hour shifts on the weekend. My body just stresses by itself being on the feet all day long massaging. And it's gonna be "really hard" not to think about it when I also do "prenatal massages" at work. I envy all those girls! Grrrrrr!
Well, i'll be doing my best though!
Thanks for all of your support and just pray for me, and i'll do the same for you (if you're ttc).
Lots of babydust to all of you that are trying!
P.S. I do not take my prenatal vitamins with my ovulex anymore, just in case you were wondering. But I did find out that flingstones vitamins have as much of folic acid & calcium in them as prenatal vitamins. If you take two in the morning, you'll be alright without taking prenatal vitamins before pregnancy.
So now i'm taking ovulex and flingstones vitamins