I feel so dissapointed.. He's not here yet... And I havnt had any plug come out since saturday, no pains, no nothing.. All i've been feeling is him beating up on my bladder and making my stomach look like im deformed or something when he moves around.. I feel like he's never coming... And this month is really bad for birthdays and I just really want him to have his own day! But that dosnt look like its going to happen... Im getting so upset.... Everytime I have a doc appointment I just know deep down that im going to end up going to it, and I keep trying to convince myself he will be here before the appointment but I still know he wont.. It sucks! I have an appointment tomorrow at 1:30 and I just know i'll be going to it. I really dont want to, but I cant change that... I've tried everything too, I mean i've had sex nothing happend, spicy food, nothing happend, walking, nothing happend, what im sick of this! I dont ever feel like cleaning the house because working around my belly is just too difficult, I have a hard time doing it, plus everything is so cramped making it not that simple either .. But gahh.. I hate this, I want it over!!!