i'm recovering from bulimia and eating disorders nos (not otherwise specified). I feel just like you say: no matter what I do to keep this awya, I keep thinking about it. But i'm recovering, alright. At least that. But it's difficult. Some people who know about this look at me as if they were with nausea or something like this. And my relationship with my bf has also been affected by all this...
If you want to talk, i'll be here. Good luck and keep being strong!

I'm recovering from an eating disorder, which i've had since I was about 14, and i'm now 20. Its taken many metamorphisis in that time, and i've been the docs and psychiatrist...But I feel this time is for real. I have told 2 friends of mine wilingly, and they are close friends. I dont advertise that I used to, and somewhat still do suffer because I dont know...I feel judged? People who've not been there dont get it I guess, and i'm freaking glad they dont...It means they've no idea of the hell. I feel like i'll always be concious of my weight, and 'fat days' will be more intense than other people, that when something goes wrong i'll want to blame my 'fat'. But I think I can be stronger than all that (well...I hope so anyway!). Ooooh sorry for the ramble, hope it made sense

<3 luisa xx

After being bulimic for 2/3 years, I am in recovery atm..9weeks on monday of normal eating
im chuffed..But yeah, everyday is an uphill struggle.Ive put on 45lb in that time (ok, I was pretty underweight) but does anyone else have real trouble digesting food?
Im constantly bloated, which makes me feel a million times fatter than I am (doesnt help with purging urges) and am in so much discomfort most of the time.

Also..I hate having a period again after not having it for a year or so.

On the plus side, I have tits and an arse now.I can eat in public, and with friends.I have more self confidence in general, and the money im saving from not binging!!
Im chuffed for anyone else in/recovered

wow, congratulations!

Roopoo...

I too have digestive problems now too. Any time I eat any fiber I get extreamly bloated and gassy. I went on zelnorm which has helped a little bit, but the problem is still there. I'd talk to your Dr. And see if they can help you. Congrads on the recovery

Hey thanks; and you!
And yeah, I see my doc every 2weeks..She has no idea.Ive tried taking so many things including mebeverine (for ibs symptoms) and so many different diets, atm im not eating wheat or dairy..And im slightly improved, but gah..Im still putting on weight like crazy too...
At what point did your weight stabilise?Im not eating 1000cal most days, and still getting heavier
im just determined not to go back to old habits.

Hi, there.
I went to the a general surgeon this week and he put me on a 'diet' because I may have ibs.
Btw, i'm a little heavier and i'm affraid of getting a lot heavy even before christmas so i'm checking what I eat... I son't even want to be 120 again, as I was last year by christmas time. :s

pls anyone of you suffering from chronic reflux?
i was bulimic only for 3 months and when i stopped purging, i now suffer painful reflux..where stomach acids literally JUMP into my esophagus up my throat; i shiver from the pain...my esophagus is not holding any acids down...sad news:(