Maybe it's just me, but... Do any of you ever think about what would have happened if things were different? If a different sperm had made your baby? If you had released a different egg? If you had conceived a month earlier, or a month later? You would have a completely different person instead of the baby/child you have now.
I look at .Alyvia when she smiles at me, when she's talking nonsense to herself and eating her hands, and I can't help thinking how lucky I am that circumstances were just right to make *her*, you know? I wouldn't trade her for the world.
Does anyone else ever think of things like this? Am I just nuts?