Hi everyone,
I have a doctor that I have been going to for the past 8 months... He started out really nice, and then he turned into this big flirt. At the very 1st visit he had to say something that was sexual undertoned... Or playful and he always had a comment about how'good" I looked. He schedules me for appointments I really dont need. (i have an hmo insurance so he isn't making extra money)
the last time I saw him he talked about hanging out with me and I asked him if he thought hanging out with your patients was unethical. Thats when he changed on me. He became short with me and he was not all too friendly any longer.
Still and yet he rescheduled me for a follow up and nothing was really wrong with me. I started to feel like he was intentionally playing with my mind, he is 50 im in my 20s.... So I called him up and told him that I wantd to switch dr's. He sounded a bit irritated, and then I told him that I had developed a crush on him because of the attention and all of the time he would give me. I could have kept on going to the visits but I knew it was wrong and that he was married and I felt drained because of the stress it put on my life. I see why doctors are not allowd to date patients...
He told that he wanted to thank me for my honesty and that he thought that I had made the right decision but why do I fel so empty? I knew that if I didn't stop it, he sure wasn't going to stop it, and I would still be going to appointments every 3 weeks still... I couldn't do it any longer... Did I make a mistake????