Have you seeked professional help? Not counceling..But a family physician? After the homicide of my father I went on a med called effexor xr for my depression and anxiety...Works wonders!!!

~sara~

Hi I know where your coming from. Mother was a severe crack addict and alcoholic and my father is an alcoholic seems like everyone in my family is (has some type of drug problem) ive been tossed around throughout my family since I was 2 and my mother died when I was 17. And i'm only 20. My boyfriend's mother is a severe alcoholic as well and we lived there for a year . Now we are on our own and I finally found some peace. I am now pregnant and we have to move back there to save money and we will be moving before the baby was born. I remember how things were the last time we were there and it was awful. We are moving in on sunday. And everyday I dread what it will be like and I dont need that stress now that I am pregnant. But we have no choice at this point in our life. I cant seem to let go of the past either. Just pray and stay away from negativity. Try to surround yourself around positive enviornments and try to find good people to have in your life. I wish you the best of luck and know things will get better. Easier said than done but keep looking on the bright side of things. ~ erica.

Get a lot of rnr! Going to a spar realy helps as a pick me up! Aromatheripy is another good choice and easy to diy!
A male escort (not prostitute!) could also help if its not too weird for you