You got your taxes back already!!!!! You lucky girl!!!! Im so sorry about the baby, I hope everything works out.

As for me we packed and cleaned my place til like 11 last night and my friend is gonna help us move, I have the walk thru today with the manager at about 11. Hopefully it goes well! Im tired though! I was watching "who framed roger rabbit" as I cleaned! Hehe jose kept geting mad, and I showed him his pictures and he laughed and said "babe your not supposed to do that!!" I said "whatever, thats what happens when you drink!!"

mel im glad your doing ok, get your rest!!!

You got like 4000 huh? You are so lucky! I wish I could get that much! The most im gonna get is like 1000. Lucky lucky! Hope you day stays good!

Guys I am sooooo happy to hear from you!

Nikki - tell jose not to get drunk and he wouldnt have to worry about it, I used to hate it when scott got drunk cuz he was almost a violent drunk! I am resting hunni, but these 2 little monsters are doing an awful job on my back lately!

Jennifer - girl I emailed you back but it wasnt very long sorry. I'm tryin to remember if I had to go eat cuz I was starving or do dishes but it was one of them. I hope your neice gets feeling better soon sweetie i'll pray for her and your family. Stay strong!

I got my income tax money back last week :d it was great :d

Am I the only was who hasnt gotten the dumb taxes back!!!! Errr. Jose isnt a violent drunk, hes more like a crying drunk. He cries alot. And he cries *loud*!!!! My mom was like why is he crying so loud!!!!? Im the violent one! Hehe I wanna eat. I think I forgot to have breakfast. Im gonna get me a snackie when I put gas before I go meet the apartment lady. My momma is gonna be there too because I dont want to do it by myself. Hehe. I havent even gotten paid yet! Where is my check!!!?

Nikki that'd be great! Lol I wish scott had been a crying drunk instead! Go have something to eat hunni! I had ice cream and pickles! Lol weird combo but thats what I wanted! Hope you get ur check soon!

Hey girl. Missed ya around here. Aj is recovering better? I sure hope so. It was nice to "see" ya around!
Love,
chanda

I havent gotten my taxes back, we are waiting though we are gonna spoil sean and get a car!!

Chanda - well apparently aj is recovering quite well cuz when I went to do his laundry last night......I found a bag of weed I cant believe it. I just sat there and cried sitting on his bed until he came up and I asked him where he had gotten it and he got all mad saying I went through his stuff and I told him I didnt go through your stuff it was in the jeans you wanted washed and I asked you a question please answer it. And he got so mad at me and was like your not my mother you cant control my life. *that one hurt so much!!!* by that time I was tired of him yelling at me so I was getting even more upset and told it to him straight out. "yea ur right im not ur mother or your father but look where they are how are they gonna help you now?" so he got all mad and said he was leaving. So ijust sat down and plain asked him where he was gonna go cuz I was all he had left and he was all I had left. And he took the bag of weed in one hand and my hand in the other and pulled me down to the livign room where the fire was going and he opened it and said " dont ever imply that I dont love you more than the whole world again b/c its not true" and he through the weed in the fire and closed the door. And then he hugged me and promised he'd never leave me and he promised never to touch the stuff again. And that he knew I was all he had and he was so scared to lose me too. But yea.....Its better now. O the joys of raisin children. ~melissa

That is right, ahh the days of raising children. Sometimes our boyfriends do act like children, but if they didnt what would we do!! Then we would be the ones going insane. I hope that everything is ok now, as it sounds like it would be. I cant believe that it burned that though, that is something larry would never do. But unlike you I have come to be ok with it, because it is simpley like if he doesnt have it he is an person, but when he at least knows he has it he is ok. There are rules to it though. And that it the only thing that he can do. I dont put up and wouldnt put up with anything else. I am here for you if you need me to help you through this.

Thanks stacie. I was really upset about it at first. I mean I thought he was a very clean cut kid he was great and this just totally threw me off but its ok now! Thanks again ~melissa

No problem, wow I think something is really wrong with me I am able to relate to too many of you guys.. Hope all is better or is getting better!!

Stacie

Melissa-aj is so lucky 2 have u sweetie.He seems like a good kid & im sure he wont go doing that again cos weed is so bad & u dont want that around u huni.
Hope things r going great with ur cowboy!
Liz x

Mel, im sooo sorry he did that! Im realyl glad that he threw it in the fire though!!! Means he really does love u! Just remeber hes 14!! Hes still learning what he can get away w/ and what he cant get away w/ hang in there sweetie ur beign a great mom!!!! Say hi to my niece and nephew and rub that tummy for me!! Say hi to the cows for me! Moooo!!! Hehehe! Love u sweetie!!


Your lil sis and nephew,
jen & river

Lol jen! Ur funny "say hi to the cows for me! Mooo" lol1

Well she milks them like at 4 am and 4 pm!!! I grew up in the country I had cows next door and pigs down the street!!Lol!! Moooo!! Hehehe!!!

Jen & river