Throughout my teenage years, I was plagued
with having large breasts. While most
girls enjoyed going to pe class, I dreaded
it. I went though all of high school, and
my adult years, teased and tormented over
the size of my breasts. Three years ago,
I decided to do something about it. I
finally got the courage to have breast
reduction surgery. It took a lot of
emotional and psychological preparation to
make this lasting decision. After the
surgery, I felt like a million bucks.
However, I had got seriously infected. I
had to travel to the city daily to have
bandages changed. My breasts were
literally spilling out of the skin. I was
disgusted. However, after the infection
healed, I was able to do things I had
never imagined doing before, ie sports,
exercise etc. Now three years later after
being fully healed, I noticed a couple of
days ago that my breasts are two different
sizes, very noticeable. My nipple is
deformed, which I noticed before, but the
shape. After all the teasing and torment
I went through my whole life, and the
courage to change it, well I feel cheated.
I feel like I made a huge mistake in
getting the surgery. Is there anything I
can do to compensate for my suffering?