I just want to say thank you so much for all your replies. I am touched that people would be kind enough to give me advice. I realise that what I did was stupid but I really just wanted to be close to him and wanted a way of feeling the bond we once had.
I have been up north for a few days (since saturday) in that time I did not text or call him once. He text me on monday asking how are the kids? And I didn't text back til yesterday. When I did all I said is that they are fine and i'm sure they are looking forward to being with daddy on saturday. He text back and I didn't reply even though I was dying to.
We came back today a bit early cause of family issues and I reluctantly had to ask him to get some formula for logan as there was none in. When I came home he was there. He has tidied up the whole flat and had done the backlog of washing.
I kept things neutral. He asked how my break went. I said fine. I went out with a few freinds etc (which was a lie but I want him to think I have a life!)
he then said- 'i really missed you when you were away and when I just saw you again my heart jumped into my mouth and I got that butterfly feeling I got when I first met you'
i refuse to just jump back to him- especially when this girl is still his girlfriend- so I kept it neutral still and said I hope everything is going well with them.
I told him I will see him on saturday as I am going to a halloween party with my mum and he is taking the kids.
I am going to stick to this and I am not going to call or text him. I'm just going to turn up on saturday.
I am hoping to move on but it is still bugging me what he said. Do you think he is getting intersted now that I am acting casual and unintrested?