Im 18 years old and I have had alot of bad
anxiety attacks over this year, the
anxiety attacks are gone but from all of
them it feels like my mind has been
damaged. For the last 4 months I have
feared insanity, it might be putting me
into derealiztion. I feel depressed
sometimes and I just keep overthinking too
much and im scared I will think of
something that my mind cant comphrehend
and I will go crazy. Latly I have been
really sketching over this, I do see
little dot or flashes at the corner of my
eye but I understand that depression could
be the casue of that, and I few times I
heard my thought abit loud before I was
going to bed and it scared me. I don't
have delusions but I fear I will, I don't
acually see major things but I fear I
will, I don't hear other voises but I fear
I will im just a wreck right now. I still
play sports, im attending university in a
week, I act completely normal . I just
have this fear with me. Please respond
truthfull, if you do think it might be
schizo then tell me if not tell me too, I
just want some good information. Thanks
ps. I still get exited lots and laugh
lots, and lots of nights just before I go
to bed I almost feel normal and I go into
a good state of mind and I just sort of
laugh at why I felt that way, but when the
morning comes the fear and feeling strang
starts to come
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Balch
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Dec 2006 Posts: 30 Location: Sunnyvale
Don't Give Up Hope. Posted: 12-12-06 22:04pm
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Mikey,
it sounds to me like you are suffering
from severe anxiety. This does not sound
like the bipolar illness as your symptoms
seen to subside at night when you are
calmed and relaxed. I would see your
general practitioner who can easily
subscribe you an anti-anxiety medicine
that will relax you during the day.
