Sometimes I wonder if im seriously messed up in the head. I know that I have very stong emotions and I hate it. I feel depressed a lot of the time, especially when someone tells me something bad about the way that I look. I know that im pretty, but sometimes I question it. I feel like caca to even complain because I have a great life. My boyfriend is more than I could ever ask for, but sometimes I feel like I am not good enough for him. We have been together for 3 years now and for somereason I still think that eventually he will move on once he finds someone more attractive than me. I hate my life a lot of the time and I dont know what to do. I keep most of my feelings to myself because id rather not worry my boyfriend about it. He has been my shoulder for all these years and im tired of making him be that person. I want him to see me as the happy person that I am but sometimes I just really feel like caca, not just because the way that I look but also because the person I have become. I hate myself. I just wish I could be a better person. Does anyone here share these same feelings?? I was wondering if maybe im just messed up in the head or something.... My mom is bipolor (i dont think that is spelled correctly but oh well) maybe that could also be my problem?! I dont know, id appriciate some advice. Thanks..