Everybody does stupid stuff. How did you mess it up?

I'm sure you are not doing it up the friendships on purpose. I do this to because I become so anti-social. What did you do?
Ps. Nin rocks!

Sudo nim: doing it with a girl I like. She's 44 and im 29. I messed up by tellin her she cyberd with somebody else whos name im not saying [tho it was me]. I got her upset, and then I got upset and this has been going on for a month now. On and off.

Thatfuglyobesegirl: tank you. And yes, nin does rock all the way to hell!

Try and patch things up because you boviously care about her otherwise you would not have gotten upset. Xxx
also smile you told me to think of all the beautiful sunsets and stuff so just think of all the good things in life and think positively. You have not messed things up just made a mistake that I am sure can be resolved.
Also please dont not turn to drug when you get sad. Ok do a leaf because as you said that is not classed as a drug but dont punish your self but making everything worse.
Find it in you ( and I know that its there) to be strong.
Im always here -ej-
hope this kind helped sorry if not xxxx