Hun.. Im sure ur skinny right now.. Please dont make yourself sick to get this dream body. Im recovering from ana and mia right now and have been recovering for 2 months now.. These diseases only kill you. They dont make u thin. Each time u starve, restrict, or purge. .It just slows your metabolism even more and in the end u will gain so much easier. The only thing u can do to help yourself now is to eat healthy. . Im serious.. Dont eat below 1,500 cals.. It'll keep your metabolism going strong. .That combined with a little excersize, and u will look good! I promise! Its not worth it.. U should also see a councler for this, do u now? If u eat at least 1,500 cals and make it healthy foods u will see a difference.. Especially if u work out. .. How long have u had an e/d?? ?

I know what its doing but the thing is it doesn't seem to really effect me. I have been going to the gym and running for about 2 years now and last year I realized that I could lose weight and I felt good about it. Now I am stuck I can't stop making myself sick i'm kinda addicted. I realize that people who are trying to recover from this find it hard when they see others who can help themselves before it goes to far but the thing is I don't want help and if I do decide that it has gone too far I want to help myself with no concellor.I have always had a certain expections for myself and I am failing and would be failing if I got help te way I see it is that I would not be as strong a person or I would be less of person if I asked for help. There are so many others like yourself who are worse than I am I don't see why I have to waste someones time in helping me when they could help someone who really needs and wants it.
But the caleries thing I do eat I actually can't stop, I need my control back.

I hope ypu don't think I being noisy but I was reading some of the other messages and I think it is you that is pregent I was just wondering how you are? Is everything going ok?

What is "skinny" anymore...You cant go by celeberties....They have personal trainers.

I hope you get better

Hey - i'm right along with ya sistah! I'm 21, and began my eating disorder with anorexia at age 10, and then bulimia at age 14. I started recovery on the day of my 16th birthday. But, even though i'm 6 years into recovery, I feel....Lately, i'm way too fat. That's what the "ed" (eating disorder) voice says. But the "me" voice says i'm fine...Yada yada yada.

I could go on and on and on...But I won't. Let me know if I can help. This will hopefully help me too!

Love,
jockgal