What are you drepessed about? The fact that you are adopted and had lived in a lot of foster homes...

Well sweety...Now is the time to look pass that...You are in love with a man...You are not alone anymore... You can build a life with this man... That's the beauty of falling in love - it's something you do on your own...

Hi nikuli23
as you write in your post that you are much depressed then I ask why? Then you will defiantly tell that you not get a very positive response from your beloved then I again ask to you that you really want to overcome from this depression? Or want to collect only sympathy from the person those are come at your post and reply to you that I have full sympathy to you etc, but I give you help in this sense that you want to overcome from the depression and not want only sympathy form the person because the sympathy makes make very weak so you need to become mentally strong because depression is very common today and need some meditation and make yourself mentally strong and if you not success to overcome from the depression then I need to suggest you that you take some medicines that give you very quick relief because a long term depression is very harmful for the human, there are lot of medicine like lexapro, celexa and others this you can search on the any search engine and get online drug information. If you get some relief from my information then no need to thanks me personally its my pleasure to give a best and reliable information to all the members