How are you allie? Hows the little one?

Im ok, hanging in there lol, babys perfect...Well most of the time, thanks for asking. Hows u?

i'm doing better.My long term bf and I broke up about a month ago and its just now starting to get a little better.But outside of that i'm great,thanks!

how old is he now?

Allie! Where have you been woman? Gz!

Sorry to hear that! But most guys are more trouble than they're worth imo! I broke up with my guy too lately. Sucked at first cos I felt I would fall apart and not be able to cope without him etc blah blah, but honestly I feel relieved in a way that ive only got myself and my son to think about now. Dont have to worry about what a guy thinks/does/wants to do. Guess thats selfish, but we're doing fine without him, I cant be bothered with guys right now. My son is the only guy I need lol! Oh and hes 7 months now.

lol right here taking a break from drama!

Lol good idea!

Well stick around this time :p

Lol thanks :p

aint it the truth! I felt for a while that I was falling apart without him and my mind is still scrambled everywhere but i'm doing better.I deserve someone to treat me good and someone to be positive around me.I don't need all the negativity.I aslo feel relief. . .He was a tad bit controlling and another thing,i don't have to hear him b*tch all the damn time! *sigh of relief*at least you have your son! : )

Giirrll...Don't make me remind you of what he did!! Cuz ya know i'm gooood at it!! You know as well as I that you could be dead right now. Had you slipped when he tried to push you....You know what could have happened!!!!! I hate him!!!!!

Sarah

Ah draw a line under the past and enjoy your son allie.
Most men aren't worth it and most of the good ones are gay anyway.

Welcome back hun

is he still teething or has that gotten better now?

yeah I know. . .He would have been paying for it for the rest of his life trust me. I just get lonely sometimes girl! Lol it sucks to wake up next to someone for almost a year and then all of a sudden theres no one there

d,she was talking about me.

Yeh d im glad I didnt get preggers again, I would be in a real mess right now if I had 2 kids by different guys and split from them both. No disrespect to those who have a bunch of kids to all different guys, cos I cant judge, but I feel guilty enough about lucas not having a dad, I really dont wanna do that to another child. But at the time I didnt think about that sort of stuff, god I was so dumb and selfish.


Kia its true, ugh lol. But yeh my son makes me laugh everyday, I dont need a man to make me happy. Hes still teething but calpol helps and the cold teething rings. Its not too bad at the moment.


Mel I know how you feel getting lonely cos you were used to him always being there, and some days feeling you cant do it without him and stuff, but you are stronger than that, we all are and we can make it through without depending on a man! Thats what friends and family are for. A better guy is out there somewhere for you im sure.

ok I know that's wrong on so many levels but it made me laugh, i've known guys that need them twisted and tied in a knot and well that was just worded so right

don't worry d,i took some lessons from you and he got punched in the face about 3 times : )

thanks allie. . .Amen sister! Lmao we will find someone better,someday. . .

i know...Being lonely does suck. Before I got with .Baron, I was with this guy for about a year and a half. I left him because .Baron had become my "priority"(i know that's low...But I wasn't one to care)

well .Baron was just leaving a 4 year relationship and playing games with me and ya girls head.

I told him to forget my number, because I was not one to be "played." I was always straight forward with my boyfriends and would rather break up than cheat. That sh't just aint right.

Well, of course, I ended up being alone. I didn't have my ex, and I didn't have .Baron. I was ina straight rutt girl.

I actually started reading books to fall asleep!!!!

Baron realized I was pissed and not trying to be with him, or even be his friend, and called me crying. I decided I would be his friend. We dated for 6 months before we had sex. (which was different for me too)
that's when the loooooove got stronger! Hahahahaha...I know i'm a loser!

Just know that there *is* somebody out there for you. Thank god it wasn't that woman beater!!!!!!!!!!!! Jesus...I would die if something were to happen to you!!

sarah

Damn mel he hit u??

aww,thanks for caring so much sweetie. . .For some reason even though it got physical,i don't look at him as a woman beater.I look at him and think to myself that he has problems and I know none of them are my fault. See jerid realized after I moved out and after I told him a couple times I don't want to be with him I just want answers,he told me he missed me,which he has *never* done and it felt good but we are still not together.I told him he needs counceling and he also needs to stop drinking and he agreed.I talk to him every so often and every weekend he has gone out,and drank so I don't know if he is trying to get it out of his system b4 he goes to counceling or if he is just continuing his behavior.I think if he honestly wanted to stop and get help,he would have stopped already. . . .I'm happy for you and baron though,a happy ending is *always* awesome. I'm strait forward with jerrid too and I think thats something he liked but only soemtimes.He doesn't like to be told how it is.

Good for you hun! I am really shocked myself that me and neil still aren't back together. He is living at his mums which is 5 mins away and takes the kids every other night so that I can do my college work.
I don't actually miss having him around. I guess we really did need this