I dont know where to go......My life in everyone else eyes is soooo wonderful...But what can u do when u have no where to turn when u need help.....Me and my husband argue all the time,he makes me feel horrible....He 's always demanding that I change,act a certian way....So I jump at his every beacon call and need but get nothing in return.....No thanks or appreciation. And I think it has finally taken his toll......I feel hopeless,lost,hurt,angry,confused...All wrapped into one! I just want someone to let me know im appreciated and loved! No one does so whats the point...I gave my life up for this guy...Supported him when he joined the military.....When he left...When we cant go anywhere cuz his group got in trouble....Isupport him and make him my number one put his needs before mine and I get nothing in return and im tried of it.Phsyically,mentally,and emotionally!!!

~fin