Hey girls,
i just wanted to let you all know that I won't be coming to this forum much anymore..It's become more stress than fun, and it shouldn't be that way. Nobody in here should feel like they're being downed for anything or be made to feel like they need to prove themselves(*i'll pass on the belly pics)...Funny how everyone posts openly on this forum, but only certain people get picked apart about it by certain people...Oh well, people will be people...I truly wish the best for all of you and hope you guys can get past all of this petty junior high drama and get this thing back to the way it was eventually.

*jennifer-i love you girl, you have been my backbone since the day I came here and i'm so glad I met you. You have not only given me great advice and input, but you've instilled in me the determination and even stronger will power than before that I can do absolutely anything I put my heart into. I look at all you have accomplished and it truly makes me push forward. Keep yourself happy okay? That comes first, always. And keep your head up for your grandmother. No matter what she's there and she hears you, so talk to her. Don't be afraid to grieve and to cry. It will get easier, I promise... I hope we can keep in touch and eventually meet up...Maybe once I start to show more so you can rub my belly )...I'm gonna miss you hun!

*jess-i love you girl! You are so incredible, I don't even know what to say you leave me at a loss for words! Cheyenne is so lucky to have you as her mommy, and baby bean! Baby bean is going to be even more lucky to not only have you and austin as mommy and daddy, but chey as big sister! You have become a true role model for every person, not even teen, out there. I hope we can stay in contact so we can go through the ups and downs of our pregnancies together....Keep yourself stress free and happy...Keep that little one safe and sound for me!

*meg-another inspiration for me! Keep up the good work and stay strong...You can do this! Throughout all of thats been going on I recieved a teddy bear, from my uncle, that's holding a golden star and on the star it says *when in doubt, look up* I want you to remember that...If ever you feel like you are falling behind or can't find the strength to push forward, just look up. Everything will come together, I promise. Keep your head up and never lose sight of your dreams and goals.

*kari-you're going to be one of the most devoted mothers I know! That little munchkin of yours is so lucky to have a mommy like you! As for sperm donor, don't let him get to you, if anything, be thankful that he gave you the most precious gift anyone could ever give...Cherish it, I hope you and jason grow into something amazing...And keep up the strong fight against mia, you're doing such a great job, keep your head up and know that you can do absolutely anything you strive for!

*jordan-my belly girl! Lol that belly of yours, so cute! It's been fun getting to know you and sharing our stories..You're such a sweet girl!I hope you get your little baby girl, you've got to keep me updated on how that appt goes!

*liz-hey hun! You have got to be one of the most sweetest,down to earth girls I have ever had the privilege of getting to know. You give me hope that there really are people who care out there! I hope you and mike continue on strong and eventually start making babies! You'll get there soon enough....Stay sweet!

*tanya-hey girl!! I've missed talking to you but hope we can keep in touch through e-mail...I've been thinking about ya and hope you and b/f concieve soon! *baby dust* love ya hun!

*kel-raising your daughter since you were 13...What more can I say? Incredible, motivating, breath taking. Christina is such a sweet heart and she has such a bright future ahead of her, all because of you. The integrity that you carry on your shoulders is something that you should never let be broken. You deserve everything you've worked hard for. Keep it up hun, you're amazing!

*chanda-another sweetheart! Such an aura about you, always positive. Stay sweet and never change!

*jen-hey hun! Rub that tummy for me! River's going to be such a little prince, I can already tell!

*stacie-keep being an astounding mother to that little cutie of yours! He's gonna be a heart breaker when he gets older!

*melissa-i'm so happy for you and jake and the life you guys have started with eachother. Have fun on that farm and keep those babies safe!

*alison,erica,hanna,danielle,molly,jill,an sley,christina,babyrae,ash and anyone else that I may have forgotten-stay sweet girls! You've all been so wonderful and so helpful to me..To those mommies and mommies to be, never give up, no matter how hard somebody tries to pull you down, never lose sight of who you are and what you want out of life. You can overcome any obstacle and any hurdle that may come your way as long as you believe in yourselves. You're all going to make wonderful mothers(if you arent already!) one day...Stay smiling and stay true.
*~*reach for the moon, and if you fall, at least you'll land among the stars*~*
i love all of you!

Much love,

vanessa(and tom & peanut)