After a year of oxycodone use I went to
rehab the problem is I now am left with
chronic pain I never had before. My body
hurts everyday I have no energy I now am
back on them because I cant live like
this. I have all symtoms of fybromialga
though no Dr. Believes that. I am
getting a script now which I was not
before I have a bulging disk I had for
years that never bother me but I now use
that as a reason to get a real script from
a Dr. Is this the way I will feel forever
I tried to stay clean for 6 months but my
body cant take it . With in 2wks I am
already up to 80mill a day.Any help or
suggjestions please
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shadowalker164
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 14 Jan 2005 Posts: 175 Location: Tampa, FL
Posted: 10-09-06 09:30am
Keljf…
good to see you here, welcome.
I am no doctor, and have no medical
advice.
The question you asked that caught my
attention was, “is this the way I will
feel forever”. An excellent question,
when you were trying to stay clean, what
were you doing? Did you make any
narcotics anonymous meetings? Did you
talk to another recovering addict every
day? Did you do the things that were
suggested in rehab in order to recover?
The reason I ask is most of us don’t do
anything concrete about our recovery. We
just stop and little else. And after a
while, staying clean and sober just
becomes to big a burden to carry all
alone. And we go back to the only things
that offer us any relief at all. Dope and
alcohol.
If nothing changes in your life keljf,
except trying to battle this beast on self
will alone, yea, this is this the way you
will feel forever. Addiction will never
freely let you go, never!
Find someone who is an addict like
yourself, but who is clean, sober and
happy today, and ask them how they did it.
