Hi ladies. As the title says, I am almost 19 (will be on oct.18th), and i'm 5 weeks pregnant. I just found out. This is my second pregnancy; sadly, I lost a baby on april 14th of this year. It was the most horrible experience of my life. I have been with my bf for over a year and things are great between us. To be totally honest, we are extremely happy that we're pregnant again. We've both been having a hard time dealing with the loss of our first baby, who was a son named benjamin, and this gives us something happy to look forward to. The problem is that I am so anxious about everything now. I'm just so nervous about this pregnancy because of what happened last time. Anyways, I guess that's it. It's not really a question or anything, i'm just looking for other teenaged moms to chat with, maybe even someone who might have an idea what i'm going through. It would be nice to make a few friends online because we've only told my 3 closest friends about the pregnancy so far. We havent even told our parents yet because last time, we told everyone so that we could get it over with, and we just had to turn around and tell them about losing our baby. I don't think I could go through that again. Anyways yeah, thats it. Thanks.